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It's no secret to people who know me, that I've always seemed to disappear from life every once in a while and then re-appear again, at some unknown time, in an unknown place - both digitally and physically. I feel like this pattern that has emerged in my life, has actually teached me a whole lot of things.

I like living a simple life, and I always try to keep my "baggage" minimal. For some weird reasons, I've always seemed to get lost in my life and then again, I'm at the crosspoints of "finding myself" or "cleaning up". What I mean by that is my "digital footprint" mostly, as I have always deleted all my social media accounts every now and then, and then start all over, and create new profiles.

Supposedly, this could be because of my childhood being very tricky. I've moved around quite a few times, like over 15 times throughout my whole life, and I've never stayed "still" at one place. It's weird when you think about it, cause life always keeps moving and when you're fixed on one place, you become used to that life, the habbits etc.

Although comfort, and being "used" to your life, and the circumstances in your life, may sound good - even somewhat appealing (to me), it's "change" that keeps you on your feet and teaches you EVERYTHING you need to know. I've been fortunate enough to find meaning in all of that, but not because I've kept moving, but because I've found distractions from life - I'm a workaholic. There, I said it, but it's not something you should be afraid of, instead you should embrace it. We only have one life, and we never know when it will end, so take every experience, every lesson and every opportunity to learn and embrace life, even if it's digital like most of MY life.

I'm feeling somewhat good about my life currently, as I'm slowly beginning to manifest and create the life I've always dreamed of having. I want a peaceful, quiet and a somewhat productive life - balance. I want to be able to produce digital content, whatever it may be, and I want to live a life where I also feel satisfied about my circumstances revolving around my life beyond the keyboard.

One of the things, that I feel like which has given be a huge moral boost, is this website, a blog - where I can freely write about anything I want. I've always dreamed of having the "perfect life", but it's not that perfect and pretty at all, not all the time at least. I want to be able to express myself, my life, my feelings, my projects: ALL of that. I hope I will be able to continue building my legacy, and do it as well, so that my life will have some sort of meaning and a digital (or even a PHYSICAL) footprint.

It's a comfortable thought, that my child or children, if I were to have any, would have something to look back at, and think - wow, he really was a human being with all those thoughts, experiences, feelings etc.

Anyway, it was a quiet sunday today, and I hope anyone reading this will have a good day as well, whatever day that may be. Smile, breathe in, breathe out and enjoy your day.

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// How re-inventing yourself teaches you a whole lot of lessons